This is not a word that came out from my mouth nor anything catapult into my mind. This is just a remark from a friend's reaction when she found out that I didnt invite her to my wedding. Yes, I felt guilty about this. Ok, let me just clarify; my parents paid for the reception at the hotel & I was given a quota of 100 friends to invite. Is that a big number or what? For those who have so many friends & gangs, they would probably have a headache big time to identify which friend should they invite. I also had dilemma when I list down all my friends. Not forgetting to multiply by 2 for married couples. I have friends ranging from primary to secondary school, university, ex-company & current one. So, imagine that I've to take out the names & cut down the list till only 100 ppl left. But, at the same time, I did invite some old friends that I bumped into in Subang Jaya, although it was last minute. I said sorry coz no cards anymore & I seriously invited them face to face & again, SMSed them.
Trust me, if the wedding is 100% financed by me, I would have invited every single friends that I have known in my life. So, please dont ever think that I've forgotten u guys just because I didnt invite u to my wedding. When I came back from honeymoon, some sporting officemates that I didnt invite wished me congrats, or even asked me how was the wedding. I couldnt help myself from feeling so guilty & felt like wanna run into hidding. Some also were being so nice congratulated me in Friendster. Imagine that I didnt even invite my MD! But there were also some ppl in the officemate spontaneously said "She's married? When? Didnt know lah" infront of me as I passed by. What else can I do?
From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely wanna apologise to all the uninvited ones. There are always reasons behind any incidents. And this time, my reason is so reasonable but only those who understand would accept it.
